For You

I didn’t do anything I wouldn’t have done
If I had never met you
This is who I am
This is how I’m happy

This is about you
But it isn’t for you
It isn’t for you

This wasn’t my plan
I was going to be in the city and single
and at peace
Ha
Peace

And now I replay every sentence I said
And I’ve already decided to hate how I acted
Yesterday I was the ideal boy
Today I’m clingy, insecure, too nice.
Today I trip over myself running from my feelings for you
Will you judge how quickly I turn back around
When you decide to call my name
I will.

Damn it.
This isn’t for you
But I’m writing it for you to see